BEFORE THE ENTITY ONCE AGAIN: Maria

Today I went to the morning session with the Entity. I stood in line for 2nd Timers. While waiting, Joao came out into the main hall with an entity incorporated in him and called for someone in the audience - a doctor. A man came forward. The Entity performed an eye surgery right there, then exited again. The man was taken to the recovery room. You just never know what the Entities will do.

When I went before the Entity today, I noticed it was a different being than the first one I'd met. This one was very business-like, you might say. He really kept the line moving and that was good, because there were a lot of people today.

The Entity didn't have me kneel and didn't take my hand. My request to the Entities, and Creator, had been for two things: 1. For help clearing the hate, fear, terror and pain in my being from my childhood in this life and past-lives. And 2. For protection from malevolent entities and negative energy. He prescribed two crystal baths and to return at 2pm - the afternoon session.

I had also given the Entity two photos of people. Both were prescribed herbs for their conditions.

Once again, my body was reeling with energy after being in the presence of such a high vibration of light. I felt the loving spirits all around me in the Integration room. I quickly fell into a deep trance-state. My head was moving constantly (in a left to right or head nod), which it always does when I go into a deep meditation or trance-state.

Less than ten minutes and I was out in the sunlight again. I received my back to back crystal baths, then went to the Farmacia and bought the herbs for my friends.

This afternoon, I returned to see the Entity in the 2:00 line. The Entity heard my request again and prescribed herbs. How wonderful! I get to take herbs infused with Creator's love for me to heal the terror, hatred and pain in my being.

In talking to my Pousada friends here who have come many times, I am reminded that a big part of our healing process is our own will. We have to ask directly for what we want for the Entities/Spirits to help us. And then, there are many ways to approach this asking for help. One form is to pray as if to an external source, from a place of begging for pity and help. If someone is sincere, this request is seen and responded to. A more powerful place to approach the request if from a place of, "Spirit and I are One. We are collaborating on my healing." Then ask for your desire with complete willingness to do your part (self-awareness, self-forgiveness, self-compassion work to free yourself from limiting patterns, thoughts, stories.)

The medicine we're given by Spirit here at the Casa is more based on our Spiritual growth rather then a miraculous physical healing. Spirit gives us just what we need for our Soul's evolutionary journey, so that we can truly be free. Illness is a teacher. Our obstacles spiritually, emotionally and mentally are teachers. The Entities here won't take these away from us if it will deprive us of true growth and evolvement.

I came here desiring a major life transformation. I felt ready to fully change and take on my true mission. I thought that by proving to Spirit I had complete faith I could be healed from my head trauma, that that was what would allow Spirit to heal me. What I've realized is, I have no idea what it's going to take to heal my head, but Great Spirit does. All I need to do is show up, be willing to do the work that's mine to do, and open to receive. I am in Creator's hands.

Blessings,

Maria