Yesterday I got in the 2pm line to go before the incorporated entity to ask what I should do next. The entity that is attached to me was acting out in the Mediums' Current Room, the room that I was asked to go to, so I needed a new suggestion for meditating at the Casa.
The plan — to visit the entity with a particular translator to whom I had explained my situation and shown my doctor's letter. This translator would help to clarify a new plan with the incorporated entity. Unfortunately, this translator was needed elsewhere by the time I got to the head of the line. As I got closer to John of God, I started letting people pass me, hoping that the translator that I was looking for would return soon. Then the entity told a different translator to get me and bring me before him, even though I'd let a few people ahead of me. The entity told me that I would be protected in the Mediums' Current Room. Then I was led away.
The problem — the malicious entity that I have was acting out in the Mediums' Current Room, and I got called out there for misbehavior. The information I'd received was not helpful, and I was unable to ask what to do next.
I ran into the other translator outside, the one who I'd been looking for, and he suggested that I come back for the 8am line tomorrow and ask permission to sit in the Entities' Current Room. He said, if I sat near John of God, the entities could keep an eye on me if the malicious entity attached to me started acting out. I agreed with the plan, though I was a bit frustrated, feeling like I was going in circles and not getting anywhere. (I should add that I know the entities know what's going on. They had begun their work after my first request. I was frustrated about what I was supposed to do next, since the first prescribed plan didn't seem to work.)
Today in the 8am line, I asked permission to sit near John of God and was able to sit in the Entities' Current Room. The entity — or whatever it is that I have attached to me — swore out loud a few times, but did not hit me. Then it curled the fingers in my hands, as if to say, I am totally taking over now. It stood me up and walked over to John of God and waved at the incorporated entity. A staff person escorted me away. Of course, this meant that I didn't get to stay in the Entities' Current Room, which was the second plan.
I met my preferred translator outside, and he suggested that I return to sit in the same spot in the Entities' Current Room for the 2pm session. I let him know what happened, and he told me that I could control the malicious entity's actions. This was the second time that I had heard this, and it bothered me a bit, since I don't seem to be able to control the entity's outbursts — they often catch me by surprise while I seem to be in a dissociated state.
When I returned to the Casa to sit in the Entities' Current Room at 2pm, I walked over to the side room where I was supposed to sit. But another staff person stopped me from going over there. He told me that I couldn't sit there in the afternoon, only in the morning, after prescribed by the entities. In the afternoon, people, if they have permission to sit in the Entities' Current Room, are supposed to sit in the larger room in which John of God sits. (The Entities' Current Room is shaped like an "L". I was trying to sit in the side room so the incorporated entity could see me.)
Thankfully, though sitting in a spot other than the suggested one, I got through the hours of prescribed meditation with only a few obscene gestures. The entity attached to me kept giving the finger. Near the end of the session, it gave the finger toward the area where John of God sits. My eyes were closed. The gestures caught me by surprise. I couldn't control or stop them. But the malicious entity didn't slap me around. Staff didn't say anything to me. I have no idea if John of God was in the room at the time.
Afterward, I went to Tutti-Frutti, a cafe close to the Casa, and asked to sit at a woman's table outside. She turned out to be a medium of the Casa. She recommended that I keep the entities up to date on my situation, even though the entities already know what's going on. So I will return to the 8am line next Wednesday morning to give a greater explanation of my situation. Hopefully, the translator I talk to most can communicate my need to sit close to John of God for both morning and afternoon sessions to the other Casa staff. Or maybe some other plan will work out.
The woman at the cafe suggested that I would not regret buying the special crystals the entity recommended to me during my first time in line. She had a pair herself. The crystals are $1,800.00 Reais, or US$1,016.00. Though a staff person at the Casa said the crystals would speed up the removal of the entity, I don't know that I will purchase them. I think the crystals are supposed to help protect you if you are really open, but I'm not sure. Once you receive the crystals from the entity, you're not supposed to let anyone see or touch them.
Friday, July 16, 2010
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